ok lets seeeee here. yesterday was "above the crowd" and church. they were both awesome. um we did a single study for two hours which was hard and challenging but i think it really pushed us and i liked it. then we hung out and everything like that. and at church.. arch taughtt!!!!!!!! and did a.m.a.z.i.n.g. then we went to danny's house afterwards and watched "firewall" that was pretty good. so i guess that's about it. my life is boring. i did nothing today.. i did watch "the notebook" though. that is seriously the saddest movie ever and im not sure i like it but then again i do? i dunno i guess its a love hate kinof thing.. hah. but yea.. alot on my mind. and i need to focus more on God which i HATE when i don't im just so incredibly lazy and i hateeeeeee it. so yes. prayers.. please. thankssssssssss

For all the lies I've tasted
Just looking for the truth
For all the dreams I'm chasing
Well what am I to do
When everything's against me
And the answers are all wrong
I'm hoping that I find out
It was worth it all along

And I dont understand by the way you look at me, why we can't be together

mexico.

um i honestly have absolutley no words to describe it.            none. the kids were amazing and seeing God at work there was a complete joy. there is so much joy there and our God is so incredibly merciful!  i don't know what to say. San Diego was awesome.. swimming, the beach, shopping, friends, plane rides=0!. and eating food.. there was one "situation" that was/is weird and needs fixing if i must say so myself. its definantly weirdddddd.    but the fellowship and friendships made was crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy. singing on the roof was incredible.. me kass and adam all sat together and that was awesome. lets just say the Lord. is. good. i feel as though this entry should be longer but theres no words that i could say to describe it. thanks for the prayers

lesson learned: depend.on.God.

                                                              amen.

wow!!!!!!!!!!

ok so............ im trusting the Lord with my problems. its definantly hard and ive gone through the most tears this week then i have .. well, ever. ha. and i hate it but i have to trust God with it because its weighing me down. but im ok. well getting there. but i figure if my main focus is God then i will have more joy in my heart and won't have this weight on my back anymore. so NO MORE DEPRESSING XANGA ENTRIES!! yes. haa so prayers please. thanks.

I only think of you, & it’s

breaking my heart, I am

trying to keep it together

but I’m falling apart --

&&here we go again with
the mixed signals &
second thoughts

                                                                                    --peace out homessss

  

so things have happened this week in my life that have caused me to go through a bit of emotional drainage i think you can say and well im upset but going to get through it i guess. i don't really have a choice do i? just please pray for me because im pretty upset. thankss...nothing else really since wednesday...morgs and johns wedding was awesome! i loved dancing with some sweet peopleeeee!!!!!!!! and camp review night is today and im physced.. oh yesssssss. but thats about it.          peace homes.

Without even realizing it,
you taught me a lot of things,
not only about life, but about what
true friendships can be like.
Please do me a favor & never give up..
not on yourself, not on other people
 on your dreams..on anything.

He's always close enough to touch,
but never quite close enough to hold,
and it's enough to break your heart

I'll be honest
the silver linings
are getting harder and harder to manufacture
And the smiles
are so difficult to fake

                                                                 --molly OUT--

edit:::

ok i know i sound really depressed up there^^  but im ok.. i am. its just girl emotions and i looked in the bible today for some advice and well i found it and it perfectly described my situation and im ok because the Holy Spirit is definantly helping me through this. and well im learning to mostly just totally love my friends and always being with them. because well, they are completley amazinggggg=) and also, im trusting God's will because even though im impaitient about my "situation" ((if that's what you want to call it. haha)). and thats given me comfort.. everything will work out how its supposed to..=D